Thinking out Loud...
Let me just get something off my chest Talk about the demons that I never laid to rest I feel my humanity getting less Tallying up the stress Head is such a mess So I'm running through the check list Days and nights moving reckless Highlights and the guest list Drink and smoke until I'm senseless heighten my senses Preference of pre tenses Pensive Something that they say I always am Defensive Survival was the only plan Every day understanding who I am Understand my position Coz A man is just a man If you take the time to listen In this land of the living Moving without direction Answers before the questions which way should I choose Disregarding my wins coz the focus is not to lose Wading through the water Riding waves without paddles Battling for the balance Look Who is that in the mirror Family man or gyalist Progression versus habits Hardwork versus talent So I'm living the dream without precautions Follow my instincts to guide through distortion Surrounded by darkness My target the dim light For instance Resistance skin tight like insight Look Inside Nothing but Emotional violence Smiles hollow and lifeless Being labelled a tyrant Guilty
Why do I attack myself Would never back myself So I detach myself
Numb to the support Compliments I Ignore Blue prints a nuisance it's never who clear who wins If you want me to compare it's like getting a new trim For some it's only 1 level all over And others want 2 for distinction You could say it's my loss not respecting high tops in the end you shape up or fade
That's why everyday I just pray Reflecting on foundations I just laid The game is the game My name is my name Load up a track ... press play Thinking out loud.... J.C